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Saturday, January 29, 2011

Tired - - -26/1/2011

I m totally tired..
again for this day add-math class 
T^T
the only thing I was shocked is the day is the 1st day of our science class..the teacher who teached us was Ms.Ting..totally shocked of it..
fortunately,I m not the time go in to her class.if not I will fallen asleep
so I am waiting for to go in to the add-math class.I heard a girl asked Mr.Lee
"where's Ms Hua add-math class"?then he said go in to my class first..then we all went in..few minutes later,he asked who's Ms Hua class get out now..
I was feeling embarrassed due to all tutors not include me also teached by him..so I went out rapidly without looking forward to back to his class..
I m totally feeling blue on him..and the only feel I have on him is ILL FEELINGS!
starts add-math class,"last week where we stop"?teacher asked..
no one respond xD
she started from the 2nd question.at first,I really do not comprehend that what was she trying to say..
I m just trying to understand..but I failed to do so lar..
actually I am not interested in add-math ..still the word I can say..
I was forced to take add-math..ALL IN ALL,I wont take this subject as my SPM subject..
If  I want to take,then I have to catch up all chapters for form 4..not only this subject..
still got bm,bi,bc,science,eko,pm,pdg,math,sej,akaun
let's say one subject got 7 chapters here..how many subjects are here?
I still want take add-math?
sorry,I wont do that.because it only brings troublesome to me..
and continue our science class at 5.30pm.and a lot of students are at the same time,so some students will consider to change class or change the time ..
during the science class,it was something funny which is teacher asked the "sakai"sat beside "xiao ting"then I said "jie ai shun bian"..then we alll kept laughing for few minutes..
and the moment before we went home,she kept kicked my chair..
what's wrong with her?do not ask me..
the answer I can give you is only I do not know about..
last but not emphatically least,is the time I go for tutor
the moment I went in,some students gazed on me..it's weird..
I hate the feeling..please do not do that to me..I HATE!
once I had prepared for it,I kept walking around the students..one of the tutor asked me to teach a student's science..
"straight away give her answer"?I asked..
"nopes,use your "avenue" to teach her.."
oh my godness,I am weak in science ..how am I going to teach her..
I hold the answer sheet and shocked about the question..at the same time,teacher was standing beside me and taught her..
she saw I was standing there and holding the answer sheet,she said you teach her!
oh my god!are you trying to test me in teaching skills?I rather to say you teach her better,because I do not know how to teach..
but I was not doing so..teacher never teach us how to teach student..
so I just straight away gave her answer for some questions which I do not know how to explain..besides,teacher received a call and asked the student what time she want to back..she said after few minutes later la
"how much minutes do you spend for it?"(I do not know what "kata bilangan"should minutes use for.so if you know,correct me .thank you)
she said haiz,just wait la..
she was impolite to teacher,and teacher was not angry at all..
perhaps the girl was sick,so she was hot-tempered..
I have been scolded by the girl also..
shit!you dare to scold me..for sure that I will revenge,I will tell teacher ..haha
finally she back..doesn't need to see her anymore..she informed teacher when she want to back,but teacher ignored her - - - - - -"DAI SEI"!
I taught the girl chinese which is peribahasa.I am not good in chinese too lar..haiz..
then I asked her to do another homework first ,I helped you checked..once I found the answer sheet out,I taught her straight away..and the moment she was completing her homework..I heard teacher told her that,you should give your book to teacher and let her see..do not only sit there quietly..
the student did not say that to me and I did not realise her 'homework book" there got write something..
how am I going to know leh? I know teacher was mentioned to me at the moment..
"ring...ring....ring...ring"the telephone rang,I was the one who accepted the call..
again,the same thing
"teacher,bla bla bla bla bla..."
when I hang back the telephone..
xxx...
xxx...
I was shouted softly,but no ones there answered me = =
and the third time I called,teacher stare at me,I told her the student's name..
she said she's not here..useless too  lar..because I do not know how to call back.
so I just left it..around 7.45pm an Indian student come in
oh my god..
he lies very well...teacher told us many times before..
due to the time I was teaching another student so I left him alone..
when the student complete her homework,I only taught him..
he said"teacher,finally you know how to do.." -.-
I asked him will the duck move by itself?he answered me living thing and non-living thing
"BOOM"!@@so gave him answer straight away
actually that one have to refer textbook la..and he did not bring his textbook,how am I going to teach him leh?
the teacher walked beside me,asked everything okay?
I asked is the answer correct..she saw that..and one of it got wrong.. T_T
but she did not blame me..asked the indian student still got homework or not..he said dont have..teacher said do not cheat me with smiling face..LOL!
teacher said this cannot do this to students..but why they can do so?
I am wondering..
then she saw the homework he was holding the next page got a circle at the number there..
she opened "the backward of the book" and "koyak" it..
scary me that time,but that time I only realized that have to paste in on that page..
teacher asked me to take glue for him..
"ring...ring...ring..ring.."the telephone rang again..
she asked me to accept the call..
"halo,bla bla bla..."
after I had hang the phone back,I went back to the place..
she asked me"what did teacher say to you"?
they asked me whether a student here?she said dont have..
I said I have informed teacher the student wasn't here..she called back to them..the moment I called her.she do not want listen to me..
FINE! xP let you call back ba..
I was walked around and saw student's homework's progress..again,the boy kept talking there.and not willing to do his homework..I scared him if you cant complete your homework,you cannot go out from this door..
time passed so fast,the bell rang..
means is the time to back..but I am not the one who went back first lar of course..
the time,I asked teacher what's the meaning of "fang xie"?she said fan xing means bla bla bla..
I said nopes.is "fang xie"..what's "fang xie"?"mo fang de fang,xie zi de xie"
oh..bla bla bla bla..okay? 
okay.thanks teacher :D
I continued my checking and teaching student do their homework..
few minutes later,she came to me and asked who fetch you back..uncle?
nopes,my father...oh..okay..then after you checked this,you can back..
okay..

Conclusion:The only word I can say is - - - - - - TIRED!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

晴天霹雳 20/1/11

erm,该从何说起呢?
这应该是我在2011 年的第一个post吧?
准备好了吗?
开始咯!
今天我还是像往常一样的在老地方等你..虽然不怎么样,可是还可以算是可以哭诉心事的一个
我们聊了很多,终于,响亮的钟声敲起..
这表示我们的补习时间到啦(废话)
还以为是在楼下的1号课室,结果就下去
出乎意料的是, 竟然从老师的口中得知是在3号课室
一进去,大都坐满了
好不容易才找到位子坐下来
椅子都还做坐好,老师公布“喜讯”
“上星期老师说过要把你们拆成小班的对吗?”
头奖:慧琪
二奖:沁宜
三奖:Maressa
四奖:我
中马票都不比这个来的准
伤心..拆成小班?所谓的小班?
还是一样多人啊..为什么非要把我调走不可?
因为我们比较差?可是她们有些精英班的又跟我们一起?
很矛盾..打从老师叫到我的名字的那一刻起
我心里就涌起了几个无法揭晓的问题?
那位老师不是只教F1,F2,F3的吗?
搞不懂耶!我还以为他叫到不怎么样..
老实说,其实我不怎么喜欢给他教,虽然他是超级总院的老师.
就是一种感觉啊!无法用文字形容 :(
可是我知道,身为你的学生,我应该尊重你
我不是说你不会教,只是你教得没有比郑老师教得来得更有趣..
我会尝试去接受,去适应的..
毕竟今天是第一堂课你教,而且放假的时候我们都是under 郑老师的
要我一时间接受你?那是不可能的事啦..
我深信你也做不到
为什么我每次就是碰到这样的命运啊?
那时候也是这样,明明那个老师教我们教到好好地..
突然间又换一个老师..
唉,没办法..谁叫我命苦?
可是我还是觉得郑老师比汉老师来得有经验.
他们都是这样的啊,那我们的成绩来当白老鼠
一旦我们考获辉煌的成绩.就全归功于他们..
不想再去想,可是也没法不去想..
下星期,我们还是让他教吗?
难道下星期换了时间还是一样那么多人吗?
希望结果在我预料之内吧.!我不敢抱太大的期望,因为期望越大,失望也越大!
到此为止! 

昨天--19/1/11
是上Add Maths 的一天..
以前我对很害怕这一天的到来..
因为我害怕他会问一些我不会答的问题
而现在,我很开心,因为我再也不用提心吊胆
你把我们丢给华老师教的目的我都知道..
就算到时我达到了一定的标准..我也不会回去你那班的!你放100个心吧..
在这一班也没什么不好的..
回来正题,话说我每次都是很早到的
真还有很多时间,我把资料拿出来复习一下..
看了又看,时间如蜗牛般慢..
我只好拿出我们的校刊来看..
翻啊翻啊翻,终于钟声响起..
我们可以进班了啦
在我坐下来的当儿,想把校刊收进去..结果老师还是没进来.只好继续看.
岂知,华老师走过来我旁边拍了拍我的肩膀
吓了我一跳
她最大的“优点”就是吓人.
她就问我在看什么?我说校刊啊
她说了一句对我来说有点讽刺的话-----听说你拍照很美,show 一下你的照片给我看
我说没有啦..她说快点show给我看啦..我说自己找咯..
她一直叫我翻开给她看..我一直坚持着我的信念-不要.
过后她就吓我说下次我看到你的照片了后,我就把你的照片洗出来(大大张的)贴出来给全部人看..我说不要!她曰开玩笑啦!(吓得我脚软)
废话不多说..重点不在这里
重点在助教的时间
昨天是觉得很反常..
因为比平时来得早过去..所以一上去,我本想等那些小学生下完了,才上去的
岂知,在我走上去的当儿,我听到倩老师叫淦老师
我立刻抬头仰望
还是看不到.不过没关系啊..我暗想:她怎么可以下来啊?
功课班没有学生?那时,我就站在一旁,让小学生下来..
倩老师见状,就叫我先上去..
她又知道我要干嘛?(暗想)
我就先上去
果真在我脱鞋的当儿,她就站在楼梯口
我很害羞的啦(因为她一直看着我) = =
不管三七二十一,我就先去填工作时间表..唉,终究还是失望的走出来..
心想为什么没有工作时间表的纸啊?
不理了..直接进功课班
竟然有4个助教?吓?
之后,她们全部都进去了..
Mareesa 也是时候回家了
如今,只剩下我一人..
都怪该死的晓敏真不够义气.丢下我一人
我还以为那3个Form 4 的助教回家了..结果是还没有的
之后,电话响起,我其实不想接的..因为我看到淦老师想接
我不理了..我豁出去了..
我拿起听筒:“halo,老师 bla bla bla..
淦老师就问谁.我告诉她后,她看了看,说他们下去了..
之后就“啊啊啊”..过后我说一句byebye..可说是超级糗的..因为淦老师看着我接电话,讲电话,挂电话
超糗的,电话又再次响起..我不接了.让她接吧
她拿起电话听筒.不知说了什么..很大力地把听筒挂上..好像在暗示着我什么似的
唉,算啦..原谅我啦.我下次不会这么做的!
奇乖的是,她竟然吩咐我有两个学生要在 7.30半下去,我望了望墙上挂着的时钟..坏了的..
她就问我有手表吗?
我摇摇头.她看了看她的手表.有点无奈的样子..
她就问谁有手表?
结果有位学生有手表,她就叫那位学生提醒我
就出去了..第一次耶!她丢下我一个人.想必她应该是出去吃饭吧..
大概7.45 她又进来,看了看还是只有那几个人,她就曰:唉,还是那几只小猫啊?
过后又出去了..8.10她又进来了
学生也渐渐增加了
她就再也没有出去.由于 ambil hati 的意思我都没有找到,而我也不知道有那本书的存在
我只好问她.她应该也是不会吧?又是叹气..其实我很害怕看到她叹气
她就说 Y3 的那格有这一本书,叫我去找..
我就去找咯..
时间如流水飞逝,时间又到了.因为今天是假期.所以她就教她们明天才把功课带来做..
所以我才能那么早下去..
在我要走的当儿,她show她手表上的时间给我看
问我你怎样回?
爸爸载
那你爸爸来了吗?
耸耸肩
那你爸爸通常几点来?
8.30
har?
8.30
 哦..那你可以回了..
应该是知道那件事了吧?算啦..过去就让它过去..

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